Currently Playing Mr Brightside 2 By Killers Mr FUCKING BRIGHTSIDE FUUUUCKKK see related

WOW its weds. and it sucks balls because well jons an ass.

KAtie i need help mentaly and physicly...i feel fat and ugly... :( Brooke im blue cheer me up your good at that...lol burrito...TEEHEE hey brooke that little convo with brad was breath taking lMAO!!! HAHHAHA i love british guys they are efing hot with eyeliner *wink*wink* Brandon Flowers From the killers sooo soooo sooooooo sexy! AHHH GOTTA HAVE THAT! LMAO do fries come with that shake?

Oh dear now im tearing up i hate this part of my life when i think back and see nothing but disgrace. maybe i should end it soon life has nothing instore for me help me, please. OPEN UP MY EAGER EYES!...I never, i never. Someone send help because i must cut an X were it marks the spot thats my heart. blood will run down tonight. like my name : SILKYxREDxRIBBON i know this is a long one today but i need someone to talk to.

Blah i hate this this feeling of regret and remorse i mean i've lived with it for about 3 or 4 years but what can i do but just keep it going. oh well lifes over. To say my good-byes would be harsh and crusial but yeah i guess i leave love to hte ones i do. Keep me in your heart. Love me as if i were living. <//3

Currently Playing Mr. Brightside By Killers MR EFING BRIGHTSIDE! see related

Uh yeah well its efing tuesday the day AFTER valentines day and well i havent talked to my own gad damn boyfriend, im kinda sad because of that.
I guess i owe KT alot because she makes me happy when im sad...and well she just did and she helps me when im feeling dumb and i can't do anything by my self.

I keep listening to The Killers - Mr Brightside and well its an awsome song cus Brandon Flowers is my sexy bama-jama lol i <3 him hes an efing awsome brit. guy. He's the best ever.....Let me go, I Just can't look it's killing me. And taking control.

I can't wait till after school everyday now, i get to work out in our work room w/lina the coolest biatch ever!! lol and brad's friend w/e his name is he's efing awsome and totaly cool hes a show off but he makes us laugh about that one poem, LMAO burrito? lol poor poor us. anyways yeah can't wait ima have a RIPPED tummy and my legs are gonna be efing strong and pretty now!! (juss cuss im emo dont mean i have to be fat!)

wow this is gonna be long because i have alot to say. um... well im passing all my classes and well iv'e been happier and i proud of me for not doing anything to myself when im sad. OH MAN! DUUUDES..can't wait till like april cus well its gonna be about a year that me and jon have been going out and i can't stop smiling because of that and well i love him with all my heart and im glad i have him in my life. I LOVE YOU JONATHAN! im happy to have all my friends, like Katie C, Katie S, Laura B, Brooke W, Brigette Y (i love you& miss you), Hillary K, Roxy T, and all them badasses!

ok well um thats it for this moment....i love you guys leave me love not hate, leave me love by the crate-full...lol anyways yeah love you guys bye!

p.s. brigette youre so coming over someday so we can chill because i know some baddasses you should meet like KT!! lol i miss u you sexy beast you! :P

Currently Playing Suicide Notes & Butterfly Kisses By Atreyu Living each day like youre already dead see related

<this is awsome props to the pic person!

< I FUCKING LOVE THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LMAO  i just remembered i got over night sus. kk well penis to all you who know what im talking about lol love yall lata biiiiiitches

Currently Playing Casually Dressed & Deep in Conversation By Funeral for a Friend She Drove me to daytime television see related

Hey guys, i havent been here for a while but its ok just wanted to stop by and say hey to all my xanga peeps like KT, Roxy, Brooke, Tanner, And all you folks. um yeah im still emo i love ALK3. i love you jonathan always and for ever.

                            [[ There's one thing i can do nothing without.]]

[[ when im feeling blue all i have to do is take a look at you, then im not so blue, when im in your arms nothing seems to matter my whole world could shatter i don't care...wouldn't you agree baby you and me got a groovy kinda love]]